Vanessa deleted all her social media accounts in 2019 and went on an inner journey to write a self help/motivational book about awakening, removing inner blocks, healing, transformation, and living an authentic and conscious life. Based on her experiences with having awakenings in 2015 and embarking on her own personal healing and transformation journey, the book provides support and solace for readers going through similar experiences. It has been and still is a difficult time for people. People from across the world are having awakenings. People are feeling lost and lonely. What you are longing for is yourself. You are not alone.